Saturday, May 24, 2014

If its not one thing, its another

Its been quite a few months since I had posted an entry so here is an update that has been going on since the New Year 2014.

Even though Robert and I have our differences, I know that we won't leave each other because we do believe that we could make things work with commitment and support.

Speaking of support, its been a rough past year and a few months now that quite a few things has been happening with Robert.  Between two kidney failures one in Feb 2013, and the other is Nov 2013, he's been having toe problems and healing process since April 2013 last year and it is still trying to heal.  He cannot wait until he wears his own shoes again since he has been wearing these Velcro shoes.  Now he's got another problem.  His left eye has been closed shut for the past 3 weeks.  But until Monday, I noticed his eye was opening up slightly.  I am wondering if this is a good sign.  They are still trying to figure out what caused it.  one mentioned it could had been a minor stroke and hit the nerve or something which caused his lid to close shut not only that shifting his eye slightly away from his nose.

Its been pretty stressful for me and always watching out for him and making sure he doesn't fall or anything.  But I cannot imagine what he's going through.  He had mentioned that its one of those processes that you become depressed, grieving, and accepting what happened and so forth.  With all this is going on, he still has a strong soul.

Yep!  Robert's a fighter and he will not stop until the day he dies I guess, so its my duty to be by his side with support and knowing that he's not alone and I will always be with him.  That's what keeps us together.  That's what keeps us strong.