Intern email

Well I got a reply from the web development company who was looking for interns.  They had reviewed my work, and unfortunately they were looking for something with more experience.  It did read all entry levels available, so I am thinking if they are looking for something with more experience then they should be more specific rather saying ALL ENTRY LEVELS AVAILABLE.  That's like giving the people the go around.

I am very sad and disappointed to hear about this turn down.  I was hoping that I was able to get the intern job.  But you know what?  I am not going to upset about it.  There are more jobs or interns out there somewhere.  That company isn't the only company.  I am trying to keep my head high with pride. 

Worry

I keep thinking about Craig and what would happen if he died. I'd be alone here, with no friends, no support. It scares the hell outta me that if it happens. I would have to give away everything, give away our three kitties since I would not be able to keep them, and god knows what then. I don't have any money, only those grants I get every so often, its not a monthly check and right now I am not capable of taking care of myself if he did die. I would then end up on the streets. This is very depressing to continuously thinking about. I try not to think about it. Its hard to continuously wonder what may happen to you. yes I may sound pathetic, but its something that can be real. I can't get it out of my head and its driving me nuts.

What I am doing right now to keep from giving up everything? I have been in school since last February 2011 taking up IT Programming and Web Design with the hopes to lead me to a wonderful job. I am thinking about continuing my education since I get my Associates degree in January 2013, to get my Bachelor’s degree.

There I go again thinking bad thoughts again. What happens while in school I am in the middle of this process?  God, I'm not making any sense.  I did submit my resume and cover letter for an IT company for Intern so I am hoping to get word back. I haven't gotten any word back yet and it’s been a week now. I must have been too late for submission. I am going to have to find other intern jobs (with pay) so I could be able to get some pocket money and put away for a rainy day.

Web Development intern job

 

I was browsing through the jobs advertisements and saw an intern job for Web Development?  I figure that I would apply for it because I know Craig has been a little sad due to always being poor all the time and we have been struggling with money.   I applied for it and I have been waiting for word back from them.  Well Today I had gotten a response from them.  They wanted me to submit some samples of my codes, so I decided to use the website that I had been creating for class to see what he thinks about it.  If he needs more samples, I will have to give him that.  We'll see.

And yes this intern is with pay.  :)

Craig was pretty happy that I had found this job and he knew that I really wanted this job so it would definitely help us with the financial situations.