I had to continue my search for a job so I placed in
advertisements on needing a job in the social networks. Surprisingly, I got a respond from one who is
looking for sales associate. I gave a
good interview and of course he told me that I was going to be working on my
own in the shop. I was doing fine at the
shop and the boss was touring me around.
I was surprised that he only given me 4 hours training on the
register. It was a difficult register to
work on. He even introduced me to
customers. Considering that it was an
adult shop I wondered why he introduced me to the costumers. I didn’t want them to take an advantage of me
being on my own in the shop. All I kept
thinking was a guy coming in and aiming a gun at me looking for money.
When I got home, I was thinking about the training on the
register and 4 hours of it. I wasn’t
ready for it yet and I definitely wasn’t ready to be thrown in the shop on my
own the next day either considering that I never worked in a shop by myself. I discussed it with Craig on my feelings
about my situation. I started to panic
the next morning and became very emotional and started to cry. Not sure why but I knew I was nervous. Craig knew that something was wrong with me
and that I needed help. He also knew I
didn’t like working on my own in shops and never been in that situation
before. He helped me to seek help,
receiving medications.
I would say that if there was someone else in the shop, the
atmosphere wouldn’t be that bad. I’m
just not used to being in a shop on my own.
I called up the boss that I couldn’t do the job, but I implied that I
wouldn’t be able to come in and as Marcia Brady had said “Something suddenly
came up”
Deep down I knew I need a job to contribute some money. We were surviving barely. I had to apply for food stamps and also to
seek help. It was a matter of time that
I got these kinds of help. I figure that
needing help is a good thing to do and see what’s up.
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