Friday, September 18, 2015

Through sickness and health

Lots of people would just leave their spouses due to their condition.  I'm not one of those people since I believe that my heart is where it should be.  I don't think I could put Craig into assisted living.  I was surprised my mother wanted me to put Craig into assisted living and move over to Ireland.  I was pissed off when she said that to me.  Its not like her to say something like that.  I mean would she put her husband in an assisted living?  Of course not, so why even say it?

Seeing Craig talk about how messed up his life is physically, I see that he's either being burnt out because he fought for so long and its taking a long time for his healing since he's a diabetic or he would still be sleeping and mumbles in his sleep.  He does talk like this when he is tired and sleepy.  Hearing him talk like this does make me sad, but I try to boost up with his confidence and being positive about the whole thing.  I know he wishes things were the way they were

It didn't take me that long until I realize how many people have such staring problems when they see Craig walk with his walker.  This does bother me and he knows that people are staring at him too.  Its as if they never saw someone walk with a walker before.  I'm sure when that time comes it will happen to them.

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