I tell ya, this has been the longest time that I have been without Craig because he has been in hospital, 13 full weeks this year he has been in there so far. And now he is in Galway for who knows how long he will be in there for. I'm getting tired and depressed all the time he is away. A friend of mine tell me that I should had gone down with him. Its not that easy when you have to rent a room at the hotel for who knows how long he will be in hospital for, so I have to wait at the house. If I had the money I would be down there, just can't afford it. Perhaps whenever he is finished there they could take him home.
He knows that I don't like being alone. I've been so used to being around him 24/7 for taking care of him that I got used to that and now he's not around I have to live on my own for a while until whenever he gets home. To be honest, I miss seeing him around. I'm so tired of seeing him going into the hospital and wish they would just help him and stop pumping him with antibiotics because they will wear off. I am not sure what will happen after the antibiotics stops working to the person. All I want is to have his life back and we could do things we used to do.
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