It seems that Craig has been a little depressed about his condition. He is feeling pain in his left leg and wondering if he would have straight hands again since his wrists are pushed downwards making his hands down like a puppy's front paw as if the front leg was up. There is little muscle meat on the top of his forearm which makes it difficult for him to lift his hands up since that's where he could be able to have the strength in him. if he has that, then he would be able to lift his hands up. He doesn't even know if the physical therapy is working. The therapist see some movement, Time is running out and doesn't know if his insurance will cover it. He just has to continue with his homework at home, even after the treatments are over.
It snowed today so he didn't want to risk going outside and falling. I think part of the reason is that he is loosing hope on getting better. He's so burnt out fighting and fighting with his condition that he just wants it over and have his life back again. I could understand that. I get burnt out too because I am still lifting him up from the sofa and wiping himself after he goes to the bathroom and doing other things too.
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