I watch movies and shows about Ireland and its getting me depressed more. I know I shouldn't be watching but its where my heart is and I do enjoy those kind of movies and shows. I feel that its where I should and suppose to be. I find myself not happy again like I once was before I moved to Northern Ireland back in 1992 which was part of the reason why I left the United States. I could kick myself in the ass for following someone that never been when I returned year 2000. I should had never returned to the United States. I was going to stay in New York for 10 days then head down to Florida to see a guy which was never been. I should had returned to Northern Ireland after my 10 days was up.
Craig knows that I want to return and I think he is worried about sacrificing some things like his housing voucher that allows us to have a reduce rate for renting an apartment. I do think about these things too and also whether he will get the services there in Ireland. We would be giving up a lot of things like our furniture, the car, and possibly the cats too.
This discussion will continue with him and me. He does want to move to Europe, so we'll see what we could figure out.
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