Memories of you at the Park by the Cathedral

These pictures were taking at the park by Marlborough Avenue where we used to live which is 19 West End Park.    We decided to go for a walk to get out of the house for a short while and ended up going to the park by the Catherdral.

I am thinking of you at 4am in the morning and I still cannot believe that you are gone.  I miss you so much.  I can’t stop myself from crying.  I wish you were here.  You always put a smile on my face and new how to cheer me up when I was feeling down.  My heart is broken without you.

Happy 2nd Anniversary

Happy Anniversary sweetheart.  It’s been a month you had passed away.  This would had been our 2 year wedding anniversary.  I wish you were here to celebrate it with me.  You have no idea how much I miss you very much.  I still cry every day wishing you hadn’t passed away and was safe in my arms.

Well listening to the song you had dedicated to me so I decided to play it while typing this blog in memory of you.
                        The Carpenters - I won’t last a day without you

I’m thinking of the day you told me that you had dedicated this song to me and started singing it to me and started to cry.  I held you and started kissing you and telling you how much I love you.

Your last picture

I was looking through your ipad photos and came across of your last selfie you took which you were in the hospital.  Just what I wanted to see is you smiling.

Even times when you are in pain and sad you still placed a smile on your face and made me smile too because you knew we both don’t like being sad in front of each other.  Honey, I know you were in pain and I wish you didn’t have to leave this world and me as well.  We had plans for 2019 and onto better things.  But we never got to do that.  

I’m so glad my last words to you were “I love you very much” and your reply was “That’s what I needed to hear”.

Living on the edge

You used to always say “Living on the edge” when it comes to chinese food or pizza.  Those were your favorite foods.  Of course spaghetti as well but you always mentioned Chinese food and pizza which we done frequently.