Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pain. Show all posts

Saturday, January 12, 2019

Your last picture

I was looking through your ipad photos and came across of your last selfie you took which you were in the hospital.  Just what I wanted to see is you smiling.


Even times when you are in pain and sad you still placed a smile on your face and made me smile too because you knew we both don’t like being sad in front of each other.  Honey, I know you were in pain and I wish you didn’t have to leave this world and me as well.  We had plans for 2019 and onto better things.  But we never got to do that.  

I’m so glad my last words to you were “I love you very much” and your reply was “That’s what I needed to hear”.


Wednesday, August 10, 2016

Trip to hospital

Yesterday we suppose to go to Dartmouth Hospital in Lebanon New Hampshire to see our doctor but we woke up late, so we had to rescheduled it for another time. 

Craig was complaining about his back bothering him and the pain was getting worse.  We went to Gifford hospital in Randolph into the Emergency Room.  They took xrays and there weren't any broken bones, which was a good sign.  Not really sure why he is still feeling pain in his back along his tailbone and hip.

I really hate hospitals as they make me sad and seeing Craig being laid up I bed was depressing me and it was giving me flashbacks when I nearly lost him a couple of times when he went into kidney failure twice a couple of years ago.  I was brave enough not to cry which I normally do because I am very sensitive that way. 

We waited for 3 hours for the doctor to say that there wasn't anything on the xrays that showed up.  He then said that he would be right back and give him a second to do something.  A half an hour passed and we just had it.  We were so pissed off because he left us with no choice but to leave the ER because he never came back.  But he caught us on time and gave Craig a prescription of Tramadol to help him with his pain, which is a good thing.