Your last picture

I was looking through your ipad photos and came across of your last selfie you took which you were in the hospital.  Just what I wanted to see is you smiling.

Even times when you are in pain and sad you still placed a smile on your face and made me smile too because you knew we both don’t like being sad in front of each other.  Honey, I know you were in pain and I wish you didn’t have to leave this world and me as well.  We had plans for 2019 and onto better things.  But we never got to do that.  

I’m so glad my last words to you were “I love you very much” and your reply was “That’s what I needed to hear”.