House Hunting

We have been looking for a house these days.  We were going to find a house around here in Vermont but still it would be far away from my family.  It would take us about 5 hours to get there to Connecticut.  So we decided to check out the houses around Connecticut.  We would only be like an hour away from them which isn't too bad.  I hope we could find a nice descent house in a nice area where there is very low crime rate.

I was letting my mind wander and thinking is he doing all this for me preparing for me to live out my days in the house so that when he dies the house will be mine.  He did mention it that the house would be mine when he dies and if I wanted a roommate afterwards I could.  It saddens me to think about what will happen but I know its the reality of life.

Nauseous feeling

Just waking up as I heard some splashing in the toilet.  It was the sound of vomiting.  I bounced up out of bed and asked Craig what is wrong.  He told me that he wasn't sure and felt nauseous.  He thinks it may be the heat.   It has been very hot here in Maine which could be it.  He felt sweats one minute then he felt chills.  I had grabbed him some water so he could replace that water that he threw up.

I was thinking about him being nauseous and what actually might had caused it.  I thought it was the move or Housing as he has been thinking these two things alot lately, especially losing the Housing.  Not sure why.  He thinks that we may pay more for our rent.  I hope not as we were told that it wouldn't go higher after my Disability came through.  I told him what I thought about and he told me that he has thought about those things but not in a negative way.  I suppose he could be feeling nervous about a lot of things which made him feel nauseous.

He went back to sleep so I will have to keep an eye out on him.