Researching

Well we have been doing some researching to relocate back to Northern Ireland.  Yes, that's right.  I think its time to leave the US permanently and start a new life somewhere else.  I know Derry pretty well since I had lived there for 9 years.  I had sent some emails out for imformation, so I hope to get the information that I need.  This will be different for me because I am now with someone and we have three cats.  I also have been asking my friends there what they could do to help us out.  He actually wants to relocate to Spain but I think that once we are settled in Derry, we could be able to take trips to Spain if he wanted to.

Not giving up

ITs 8:50pm and just finished watching Eighteen when Craig had to go to the bathroom.  I was in the livingroom when I heard sounds coming from the bathrooom, sniffling.  I knew that he was crying.  He broke out in tears when I went in there.   I know that he wishes his hands weren't curled in the way they are.  He kept crying saying he isn't ready to throw in the towel.  There are soo much things he is doing and is not giving up.  He's going through physical therapy and doing some pool exercises which are good for him.  I suppose his insurance is up to the Max or something and its up the physical therapist to add more paperwork to get an extend.  I too wish things were the way they were.  He just has to keep trying and pushing at making his hands get better, its the only way he could do this right so he could recover through all this.

Back to life, back to reality

Now that the caregiver is gone we could think about getting back to the swing of things.  I can't believe we are still talking about her.   I just want to forget her and move on with our lives just like she is as well I'm sure.

I know its my duty to watch over Robert and take care of him and making sure nothing happens to him because he needs me.  He would do the same for me.  Yes it is frustrating but that's just life.  I have to be able to control myself and not feeling the need of being under pressure and not to be difficult because I can be but I do love him and love being with him and taking care of each other.

We do plan on getting married once that the weather gets much better.  Oh yes, that is still in the books.